"Second star to the right and straight on 'til morning"

“I'd like to help you doctor
Yes I really really would
But the din in my head
It's too much and it's no good
I'm standing in a windy tunnel
Shouting through the roar
And I'd like to give the information
You're asking for."



"All you need is trust and a little bit of pixie dust"

Hannah Murphy ♥ / 2/5/1991 / Singapore
“One writes of scars healed, a loose parallel to the pathology of the skin, but there is no such thing in the life of an individual. There are open wounds, shrunk sometimes to the size of a pin-prick but wounds still. The marks of suffering are more comparable to the loss of a finger, or of the sight of an eye. We may not miss them, either, for one minute in a year, but if we should there is nothing to be done about it.” ― F. Scott Fitzgerald, Tender Is the Night




"To love would be an awfully big adventure"

Friday, October 10, 2008 || 9:37 PM

YAY! Today was the official last day of school! Freedooommmm...NOT. Haha! We poor losers who are still taking chinese for certain reasons are stuck with chinese remedial which is 2 hours EVERYDAY all the way till chinese exam on 30th Oct! ARGH! Chinese is tedious and boring! Haha but at least we've planned quite a few activities to do after the lessons end, like go to sentosa on hopefully a class outing?:D Haha! The chinese people are pretty fun! Haha oh oh just think of the nice names we gave to people in our chinese class like ermmm, 'the whale', 'KP face', 'the hole (whore)', the 'trumpet mouth'! Haha ermmm maybe not so nice but we do have loads and loads of fun!:) Welll, besides chinese we have PW!!!!Gah. At least now i can say we're not that screwed considering that our IMBA written report was deemed as finally meeting expectations!! Albeit high end! Sia lah! I knew we had it in us!:) Haha yes yes, now we're soon gonna take it to exceeding expectation, just watch!!:) Wishing ALL PW-ing people out there loads of luck and erm fluency? for OP! Haha:) Just a lil more till this wretched thing is out of our systems! YES! Oh and like OP totally sounds damn scary lah. Haha i hope we can pull something cool out of our butts!:D

Haha welll, moving on, went to parkway with min su and ying han yesterday after school!Oh btw, the SAD news i got was....i failed math overall!!!ARGH. I'm so so sad.. Cos i did too badly for midyears and it dragged me down. :( Well it doesn't matter lah.. Haha cos the GOOD news is that i did really better than i expected for geog!:) YAY i'm so happy that i've decided to consider taking H3 geog!:) Haha well moving on, yesterday we went to PP after i met up with ms teoh to tell her that i was thinking of leaving netball. :( It was a tough decision, cos i really really don't want to give up on our cause.And yet, logically thinking, leaving would make it better for me to concentrate on my ailing studies.. :( After these few years of playing that awesome sport, i'm finally giving up on it. :( And yet, there's relief as i can now free up more time to study.It's something i really really need to do. :( i know i'll regret so hard to not play any longer.

Hai, but on to the happier stuff, we went to PP after all the above and yep yep, window shopped and ate Venezia!!:) Haha like 6 scoops of gelato of different flavours!:) Haha it was really fun! And for once we could really really act brain dead. Haha and google at weird lacy lingerie. :P The day ended well!!:)

Oh and today was like... Haha in the morning at least! I came to school ten mins late, thinking mr goh that pe teacher would be gone, but but but..he was still there!!!:( And cos he said i exceeded the ten mins, regardless of how many times i've been late, i had to do a cwo!!!!Which turned out that i had to take this really REALLY dirty cloth from the canteen and go to the concourse to wipe the tables and chairs!!!GAH, talk about free labour!!:( Haha then the large numbers of j2s studying there while i struggled ard them to wipe the place made me sooo embarassed!!Haha and some probably thought i was mad! Haha and it was made even 'better' with min su and ying han supposedly giving me 'moral support' in the background and giggling at me!:( Haha but well it wasn't too bad...I guess. Eh, maybe not. Haha. It's funny to think about tho!:) Haha anyway, today was still fun in the end! Cos i met up with vi ting after skipping the rest of the lessons! Haha we met at cityhall to go shopping!!:) Haha bought new cool red sandals! FYI: I've made a fascinating discovery! I LIKE RED. Haha i swear i do! Haha my phone is red, i have a red wallet, and now red sandals!:) Haha those sandals are really pretty! I'm so high! Haha then we went on a nice marathon, met some 4/1 classmates at marina sq! Haha then we popped by coffee club and had a really nice nice tea and this magnificent white chocolate souffle with berry sorbet on the inside!:) Oh gosh, talk about heavenly!:) Haha then vi ting looked at the watch and realised that she was late for work so we rushed and cabbed down to great world city!:) Haha had the funnest time ever in ages!:) I walked around gwc for awhile! Ooh and i saw like a few models outside the island shop which was like about to have some modelling thingy! Haha there was this blond guy with super symmetrical features and perfect skin and figure.It was almost achingly perfect, so much so i couldn't look at them. :) Haha jessica stam still owns them all!:) After that, went back to orchard, walked a bit and headed home for dinner!:) And so ends a great day!:) Ooh tmr we're having a condo friend gathering at yen sen's, haha it'll be cool, looking forward to it!:) cheers and happy holidays!!:)


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