"Second star to the right and straight on 'til morning"

“I'd like to help you doctor
Yes I really really would
But the din in my head
It's too much and it's no good
I'm standing in a windy tunnel
Shouting through the roar
And I'd like to give the information
You're asking for."



"All you need is trust and a little bit of pixie dust"

Hannah Murphy ♥ / 2/5/1991 / Singapore
“One writes of scars healed, a loose parallel to the pathology of the skin, but there is no such thing in the life of an individual. There are open wounds, shrunk sometimes to the size of a pin-prick but wounds still. The marks of suffering are more comparable to the loss of a finger, or of the sight of an eye. We may not miss them, either, for one minute in a year, but if we should there is nothing to be done about it.” ― F. Scott Fitzgerald, Tender Is the Night




"To love would be an awfully big adventure"

Wednesday, April 22, 2009 || 10:53 PM

Haha damnnn i'm getting freaking philosophical again. I feel so guilty, like there's something eating me up inside that i can't fill cos the stuff that i put into the hole is cracking with its fake cheapness.I wanna try to make amends to those that i've hurt. But then again, it's harder than it seems, like this word vomit keeps spilling out of me, like i'm judging others just like that, when i don't have the right to. I need patience and the cool placid surface of an ice-cold lake in the mountains or some shit. Urghhh. I hate the way i've become.
On hindsight, today was a normal day. I woke up at 9, realised that i'd missed sch and went later for GM and invest rehearsal, then chionged home again for dinner. And i'm hungry again. My mum says i'm really fatter, arghh and die, i wanna lift my fat ass and go and run, but hey, i'm still too tired to do even that. Haha. I WANT TO EXERCISE, maybe that's why i'm self-combusting. Haha. Anyhooo, must be a happy person and live life happily, no use moping. I will exercise when the time and the mood is right. :D CHEERS! :)

Each day's a gift and not a given right.