"To love would be an awfully big adventure"
Wednesday, April 22, 2009 || 10:53 PM
Haha damnnn i'm getting freaking philosophical again. I feel so guilty, like there's something eating me up inside that i can't fill cos the stuff that i put into the hole is cracking with its fake cheapness.I wanna try to make amends to those that i've hurt. But then again, it's harder than it seems, like this word vomit keeps spilling out of me, like i'm judging others just like that, when i don't have the right to. I need patience and the cool placid surface of an ice-cold lake in the mountains or some shit. Urghhh. I hate the way i've become.
On hindsight, today was a normal day. I woke up at 9, realised that i'd missed sch and went later for GM and invest rehearsal, then chionged home again for dinner. And i'm hungry again. My mum says i'm really fatter, arghh and die, i wanna lift my fat ass and go and run, but hey, i'm still too tired to do even that. Haha. I WANT TO EXERCISE, maybe that's why i'm self-combusting. Haha. Anyhooo, must be a happy person and live life happily, no use moping. I will exercise when the time and the mood is right. :D CHEERS! :)
Each day's a gift and not a given right.