"Second star to the right and straight on 'til morning"

“I'd like to help you doctor
Yes I really really would
But the din in my head
It's too much and it's no good
I'm standing in a windy tunnel
Shouting through the roar
And I'd like to give the information
You're asking for."



"All you need is trust and a little bit of pixie dust"

Hannah Murphy ♥ / 2/5/1991 / Singapore
“One writes of scars healed, a loose parallel to the pathology of the skin, but there is no such thing in the life of an individual. There are open wounds, shrunk sometimes to the size of a pin-prick but wounds still. The marks of suffering are more comparable to the loss of a finger, or of the sight of an eye. We may not miss them, either, for one minute in a year, but if we should there is nothing to be done about it.” ― F. Scott Fitzgerald, Tender Is the Night




"To love would be an awfully big adventure"

Saturday, September 19, 2009 || 12:15 AM

Shitttt what am i still doing online.... :( Haha i wanna sleep like seriously. OK i shall go now. HMM aiya this would be a redundant post if i did not say anything substantial. Haha ok prelims has been hell so far. I have no idea WHAT i'm doing, leaving all those blanks and writing rubbish. But strangely, i've gotten to a point where i'm so screwed that i'm chilled about it. Serious. I feel sad but chilled the past few days.SHIT i'm praying this doesn't happen during As sia. Oh and it doesn't help that i haven't fully recovered from that stupid illness? i think? All the chionging with the studying after i got sick has just made me sicker and shit. Seriously. Yesterday was badass man. After chem i felt a little weird, then on the way home later i felt so cold all of a sudden and my head was pounding and my vision was weird. URGHHHH so i chionged home like a zombie (people were giving me weird looks in the train as i clutched the hand rail for support). LOLLLL. Slept till 7 plus and woke up with a fever. What theeee... Something is seriosuly wrong man. But yea, i think its the accumulation of exhaustion. I feel better today after i woke up though. Went for econs case study and LIVED through it. Though there is a lot to regret about how i did. LOL. WEnt for dinner with the council gang and now here i am at home watching america's next top model when i should be sleeping. YES, sleep. OK OK i'm off to sleep now. Haha CHEERS AND JIAYOU FOR PRELIMS EVERYONE!!!:D

i prayed and prayed and prayed, and yet, this feeling just isn't letting go.
A picture of morosity but hidden under that layer of paint, like dorian gray's youthful portrait.