"To love would be an awfully big adventure"
Saturday, October 10, 2009 || 9:41 PM
Sometimes i really feel like i'm being sucked down the drain, spiralling downwards. It's so weird. I feel so disgusted and upset sometimes. It's just so frustrating and i feel like screaming, but it's just something that you don't/can't let out. Argh i'm going mad mad MAD. Haha i need distraction.
Today was nice, studied with the rest in town before heading back for dinner with derrick and matt. :) I needed some familiarity i guess? Haha. It was nice, feels nice just talking easily, having dinner and walking back like old times. :) Haha as wacky and lame as usual. Haha. I must study now. Ok, gtg cheers.
In alone-ness and silence, it just all crashes down.