"Second star to the right and straight on 'til morning"

“I'd like to help you doctor
Yes I really really would
But the din in my head
It's too much and it's no good
I'm standing in a windy tunnel
Shouting through the roar
And I'd like to give the information
You're asking for."



"All you need is trust and a little bit of pixie dust"

Hannah Murphy ♥ / 2/5/1991 / Singapore
“One writes of scars healed, a loose parallel to the pathology of the skin, but there is no such thing in the life of an individual. There are open wounds, shrunk sometimes to the size of a pin-prick but wounds still. The marks of suffering are more comparable to the loss of a finger, or of the sight of an eye. We may not miss them, either, for one minute in a year, but if we should there is nothing to be done about it.” ― F. Scott Fitzgerald, Tender Is the Night




"To love would be an awfully big adventure"

Saturday, October 10, 2009 || 9:41 PM

Sometimes i really feel like i'm being sucked down the drain, spiralling downwards. It's so weird. I feel so disgusted and upset sometimes. It's just so frustrating and i feel like screaming, but it's just something that you don't/can't let out. Argh i'm going mad mad MAD. Haha i need distraction.

Today was nice, studied with the rest in town before heading back for dinner with derrick and matt. :) I needed some familiarity i guess? Haha. It was nice, feels nice just talking easily, having dinner and walking back like old times. :) Haha as wacky and lame as usual. Haha. I must study now. Ok, gtg cheers.

In alone-ness and silence, it just all crashes down.