"To love would be an awfully big adventure"
Monday, November 2, 2009 || 7:19 PM
Whether we like it or not, it's just a week away!! Freak i'm so scared i could pee in my pants, kidding. Haha. This is so different from Os haha at least that time i felt that i was at least above water with a direction, now i'm just floating along with the current. It's so bad, i'm so badly prepared and wrecked with guilt, and i'm so afraid i'll let myself down and then i'll be guilty for the rest of my life. Oh why does the education system do this to us. Haha. Why.
But anyway, i should chill, at least today was more productive than the past 2 days. Haha. Math needs to be practised, DESPERATELY. Haha. And econsssss. Urgh. Atmo is still unmaintainable too. :((((( SHIT. Haha ok ok this is it, i should just relax and watch some TV instead of worrying. Haha NO i can't!! I have to do math, yessss do math. OK chill. Haha see what i mean? It's this constant struggle. URGH. Haha ok but it's chilled, used to it leeee. Haha anyway nothing much to say, besides bemoaning the current situation. Haha but just think of the freeeeeeedommmmm baby. Haha. Ok then danny phantom cartoon is on now and ben's watching, i'm so tempted. Haha. Please may dinner be ready soon else i'll end up digesting myself. Well off to finish tpjc math paper which has indeed been a morale booster, paper one-wise that is. Haha i'm not done with paper 2 yet. Gonna finish it now. :) CHEERSSS!
PS: i have a feeling i'm gonna hate the word 'chill' after As ends.
they say we can trust who we love
but what's love without loss
oh i'm hoping you'll understand