"Second star to the right and straight on 'til morning"

“I'd like to help you doctor
Yes I really really would
But the din in my head
It's too much and it's no good
I'm standing in a windy tunnel
Shouting through the roar
And I'd like to give the information
You're asking for."



"All you need is trust and a little bit of pixie dust"

Hannah Murphy ♥ / 2/5/1991 / Singapore
“One writes of scars healed, a loose parallel to the pathology of the skin, but there is no such thing in the life of an individual. There are open wounds, shrunk sometimes to the size of a pin-prick but wounds still. The marks of suffering are more comparable to the loss of a finger, or of the sight of an eye. We may not miss them, either, for one minute in a year, but if we should there is nothing to be done about it.” ― F. Scott Fitzgerald, Tender Is the Night




"To love would be an awfully big adventure"

Monday, November 2, 2009 || 7:19 PM

Whether we like it or not, it's just a week away!! Freak i'm so scared i could pee in my pants, kidding. Haha. This is so different from Os haha at least that time i felt that i was at least above water with a direction, now i'm just floating along with the current. It's so bad, i'm so badly prepared and wrecked with guilt, and i'm so afraid i'll let myself down and then i'll be guilty for the rest of my life. Oh why does the education system do this to us. Haha. Why.
But anyway, i should chill, at least today was more productive than the past 2 days. Haha. Math needs to be practised, DESPERATELY. Haha. And econsssss. Urgh. Atmo is still unmaintainable too. :((((( SHIT. Haha ok ok this is it, i should just relax and watch some TV instead of worrying. Haha NO i can't!! I have to do math, yessss do math. OK chill. Haha see what i mean? It's this constant struggle. URGH. Haha ok but it's chilled, used to it leeee. Haha anyway nothing much to say, besides bemoaning the current situation. Haha but just think of the freeeeeeedommmmm baby. Haha. Ok then danny phantom cartoon is on now and ben's watching, i'm so tempted. Haha. Please may dinner be ready soon else i'll end up digesting myself. Well off to finish tpjc math paper which has indeed been a morale booster, paper one-wise that is. Haha i'm not done with paper 2 yet. Gonna finish it now. :) CHEERSSS!
PS: i have a feeling i'm gonna hate the word 'chill' after As ends.


they say we can trust who we love
but what's love without loss
oh i'm hoping you'll understand