"To love would be an awfully big adventure"

Back, after the promotion stint at taka which lasted a week. Haha. It was tough man, as in tough in a weird sort of way. I even felt like quitting on the 2nd or 3rd day, can't rmb. Haha but sadly, the only thing that kept me going was the age-old reason -i need the money. Hahaha. Yes. I'm so BROKE right now i could cry. Haha shizzz. Urgh, i've been feeling weird since starting work leh, like in this daze that i can't seem to shake out of. I dunno la, maybe it's just different from sch or something? It's just weird. Freak i think i need more motivation. Haha. I dunno la, i miss all the peeps i haven't seen, that i would have seen if thr was sch. There, i said it, i actually miss sch, to a certain minute extent. Hahaha don't miss lectures and waking up early tho. Oh and i realised something, you'd think sch is all that diff from work in terms of discipline and stuff but like it's not. Haha i mean seeing all those sales ppl bow-ing in taka to some freaking song that plays at exactly 10am everyday, all those targets that you must hit, the attire you must have, blah blah. Yea, it's rigorous. Haha i dunno la, maybe i'm not cut out for sales. As in, it's really ok, but i think i couldn't last more than a year. It just feels so dead. HMMM but actually, it's not as if work will be any different elsewhere, i mean work is supposed to be boring right? AIYAAAA, i should stop rambling. Haha confusing myself sia.
I'm just freaking tired. Haha.
Thank gosh we ended at 530 today. Haha i felt this rush of sudden happiness that came out of nowhere but like i dunno, haha just felt like grinning to myself. So weird. For the first time, i ended work when the sky was actually bright, not dark in the night. Haha not bad, it's finally been 2 weeks. :) Haha it was weirdly fun working with the crazy delusional poacher susu. Haha i don't think i'd have kept my sanity otherwise, after seeing her example of what it does to you when you've lost it. HAHA KIDDING LA. Yea, i kinda shudder at the thought of being alone with just the full timers. Haha. AND, we did achieve our target in the end!! Haha freaking surpassed it! Haha $200 spa voucher, here we come!! :DD Haha as susu said, 'let's suck all their money.' Hahaha, like i mentioned before, she's an imba chiongster.
Haha well, anyway, happily went home, had an imba dinner, fought with ben for once (for fun), roasted marshmallows together after then chionged the rest of my book, and here i am cos a certain 'rose' told me to update. Haha so anyway, off to bed now. Haha to begin a recuparting sleep that will last till late tmr morning. WHEEEE. :) Haha and going out with the ah lian, xing-xing and susu tmr for dinner and drinks. :D Hahah YES. CHEERS!!! :D


where do we go from here, with all this fear in our eyes.