"Second star to the right and straight on 'til morning"

“I'd like to help you doctor
Yes I really really would
But the din in my head
It's too much and it's no good
I'm standing in a windy tunnel
Shouting through the roar
And I'd like to give the information
You're asking for."


"All you need is trust and a little bit of pixie dust"

Hannah Murphy ♥ / 2/5/1991 / Singapore
“One writes of scars healed, a loose parallel to the pathology of the skin, but there is no such thing in the life of an individual. There are open wounds, shrunk sometimes to the size of a pin-prick but wounds still. The marks of suffering are more comparable to the loss of a finger, or of the sight of an eye. We may not miss them, either, for one minute in a year, but if we should there is nothing to be done about it.” ― F. Scott Fitzgerald, Tender Is the Night

"Never say goodbye because goodbye means going away and going away means forgetting"

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"To love would be an awfully big adventure"

Monday, March 1, 2010 || 1:49 PM

Day off today then it's back to work tmr! :) Woke up late late late, and just finished reading my awesome 'sugar daddy' book. It's been confirmed. URGH, can't describe this dread i feel, i woke up in a cold sweat just now when i dreamed of the dreaded event. SUCK la. On top of that, it's so hard to make the right decision, every which way you look, there seem to be regrets. Maybe it's the gut feeling i should trust, afterall the option you pick first in an mcq test is afterall usually right. Haha i don't want a repeat of ugly shizz, seriously. Haha damn, sometimes it's almost too hard to be responsible. Fun is fun afterall, it's what we kinda live for isn't it? Haha, if not life won't be worth living. You've made it, stick with it. Thats true. :) Haha ok so anyway, i don't care i'm gonna find a way to get out of here, i don't see much fulfilment in being here any longer. It hurts yet it feels good at the same time when you relive past experiences in particular places. Haha so contradictory. I think i'll feel better if i know for sure that i'll leave too. But so many things keep a person in place, prob have to wait a few more years before cutting loose. Urgh, if only. It's just like if change is what is inevitable, i think it'll be better if like everything could change at once. Haha including the environment la. Damn, i just feel so restless right now, if only we could just walk out of one life and into the next just to try something new for a change. I'm so so tired of it, i can't begin to describe. haha let's just see how this goes, and trust the hand that guides us through. I'm so reliant on that that i can't lose it, one slip and it's all downhill. haha ok i shouold stop thinking so much, haha going to have lunch now! CHEERS!! :)

tasting ashes.