"Second star to the right and straight on 'til morning"

“I'd like to help you doctor
Yes I really really would
But the din in my head
It's too much and it's no good
I'm standing in a windy tunnel
Shouting through the roar
And I'd like to give the information
You're asking for."



"All you need is trust and a little bit of pixie dust"

Hannah Murphy ♥ / 2/5/1991 / Singapore
“One writes of scars healed, a loose parallel to the pathology of the skin, but there is no such thing in the life of an individual. There are open wounds, shrunk sometimes to the size of a pin-prick but wounds still. The marks of suffering are more comparable to the loss of a finger, or of the sight of an eye. We may not miss them, either, for one minute in a year, but if we should there is nothing to be done about it.” ― F. Scott Fitzgerald, Tender Is the Night




"To love would be an awfully big adventure"

Thursday, March 4, 2010 || 10:54 AM

I scared shitless, i can't sleep, eating is badass. Something's really wrong with me. URGH. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Ok it's chilled, i just alternate between moments of panic and anxiety and like at times i'm so chilled i just can't believe it and i start to get unchilled again. Haha shit i think i'll laugh at this post when i read back in the future so i'm just blogging to rmb this. I know if it gets screwy, there are still options, thats true. I should STOP thinking. Lucky i'm working today. Haha.

Believing in Him makes everything easier, but i can't help but wonder whether this is an incidence where the parent has to spank the naughty kid to correct them on their life path. It may end up hurting but whatever it is, i know it's for the best, i'll try not to break down, i'll try to be strong and leave it to Him.
Haha this is not meant to be an emo post btw, haha i just wanna voice my thoughts, it's too hard to keep it in. Have a great day everyone and ALL THE BEST to all!! CHEERS! :)

There's a dream I've been chasing
And I want so badly for it to be reality.
Trying to let go, trying. Haha.