"Second star to the right and straight on 'til morning"

“I'd like to help you doctor
Yes I really really would
But the din in my head
It's too much and it's no good
I'm standing in a windy tunnel
Shouting through the roar
And I'd like to give the information
You're asking for."


"All you need is trust and a little bit of pixie dust"

Hannah Murphy ♥ / 2/5/1991 / Singapore
“One writes of scars healed, a loose parallel to the pathology of the skin, but there is no such thing in the life of an individual. There are open wounds, shrunk sometimes to the size of a pin-prick but wounds still. The marks of suffering are more comparable to the loss of a finger, or of the sight of an eye. We may not miss them, either, for one minute in a year, but if we should there is nothing to be done about it.” ― F. Scott Fitzgerald, Tender Is the Night

"Never say goodbye because goodbye means going away and going away means forgetting"

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"To love would be an awfully big adventure"

Friday, April 2, 2010 || 1:03 AM

Haven't been posting for awhile, haha. Badass days are blurring together, i don't know what i'm even doing half the time anymore. Haha it's always work, going out day in day out. Goshhh, i'm like stuck in this daze, like i totally don't feel like i'm even really thinking anymore, haha so the thought of going to uni has kinda like faded into the back of my mind? Haha i'm chilled about uni, not exactly enthu anymore leh. A bit worrying huh. I shouln't be so lame and vegetate. Must think and plan for the next step. And yet... Aiya. I dunno. I like the fact that we're not studying at the moment, in fact i like it so much that it's worrying me. Shit, must do smth to turn this brain back on though.
OH and i seriosuly SERIOUSLY NEED SOME BADASS EXERCISE ASAP. Haha i can literally feel my muscles (though they were never really developed in the first place) turning into MUSH. I pant just climbing up a flight of stairs, my legs ache just walking to the taka counter from the mrt (and i'm not even wearing heels!) Shizzzz, this is definitely the most unfit state i've been in ever. hahaha!! Need to do some running soon and cycling?? haha going to do some ball throwing to improve the arms and back. Badasss...Saw my neighbour, who's currently still in sec sch playing netball now, at the bus stop as i was coming back from work. And guess what, she was chionging a racer back tee and i could see well developed and TONED her arm and back muscles were. IMBA, now then i realise, last time in sec sch we never thought about it really. At least i didn't. Haha. Sooooooo must choing back into shape. OH shucksss. Just the thought of the effort makes me feel like sleeping. Haha!
Damnnn... the only thoughts that are on my mind these days are: $$$$, HOW TO GET MORE $$$$ to a) pay back my debts b) buy all the lovely things i want c) go out d) go on HOLIDAY, going overseas in june. Haha. Thats all thats revolving in here really. OH and i suddenly feel like going to be beach or on a beach holiday or smth, maybe combine it, like a trip to phuket and and a 2-3 day stopover in bangkok to chiong shopping. Sounds NICE mannnn. Haha i dunno la! Need moolah first. Hahah. Broke ass here. Haha anyway, damn sleepy right now! Heading to bed before i GG at the key board! CHEERS!!! :DD


This is the hardest part
when you feel like you're faded
All that you have become unreal
collapsing, and aching
All I want, all I want is right here
but love don't live here anymore.