"Second star to the right and straight on 'til morning"

“I'd like to help you doctor
Yes I really really would
But the din in my head
It's too much and it's no good
I'm standing in a windy tunnel
Shouting through the roar
And I'd like to give the information
You're asking for."



"All you need is trust and a little bit of pixie dust"

Hannah Murphy ♥ / 2/5/1991 / Singapore
“One writes of scars healed, a loose parallel to the pathology of the skin, but there is no such thing in the life of an individual. There are open wounds, shrunk sometimes to the size of a pin-prick but wounds still. The marks of suffering are more comparable to the loss of a finger, or of the sight of an eye. We may not miss them, either, for one minute in a year, but if we should there is nothing to be done about it.” ― F. Scott Fitzgerald, Tender Is the Night




"To love would be an awfully big adventure"

Monday, April 26, 2010 || 11:05 AM

So NEAR yet so FAR. Argh the feeling KILLS me inside manz. Haha. I'll get over it. :) maybe one day, if i'm destined to see him or tokiohotel, I WILL. Haha! Till then, i'm playing the waiting game. :)

Anyway, been working everyday the past few days, had a sleepover at kat's uncle's on fri then sent her off on sat morning. Haha then managed to survive work, thankfully considering the lack of sleep i had. Haha was a walking zombie, got damn pissed at this indian lady who took the purple makeup base tester and smeared a ton of it on her face and started blaming me cos it gave her face a 'blue-white' tinge. I mean DUH you apply so much then what do you expect???!! Badass, i felt like laughing cos the colour was SO FAR FROM HER SKIN TONE. Haha but i controlled and said 'as you can see ma'am, the yellowish undertone of your skin has been cancelled out.' HAHAHA barely managed to keep a straight face. Haha then she shouted at me 'TELL ME HOW TO APPLY THIS PROPERLY, you're supposed to be the makeup artist right?!' Then i was damn pissed, 'ma'am you've applied it the right way, that IS THE WAY TO APPLY IT, but you've put too much so you must wait for it to absorb.' Then she was like 'BUT MY FACE IS BLUE?! come on here, you're supposed to know makeup' Wah say...felt like slapping it into her, 'ma'am it hasn't absorbed yet and frankly, i am NOT A MAKEUP ARTIST, i'm just a skin care consultant.'
GG ppl like that really test your patience manz. Haha but seeing her face like that, was PRICELESS. Cos ppl were staring at her. HAHA MAN. Serve her right, she applied like all the diff testers on her face before the makeup base then had the cheek to tell me that 'oh im not buying anything, just explain everything to me and i wanna try everything on my face.' OH OH and she told me she 'doesn't believe in skin care regimes aka cleanser,toner,moisturiser.' WHAT THE, i have the sneaky feeling that maybe like once a week she prob visits a counter and applies the testers on her face then calls that hr 'skin care regime'. Yeaaaa one day, you're gonna apply a tester thats SPOILT on your face then let's see how nice your skin gets man... OK i should chill, but thinking back, haha i think incidents like this add FLAVOUR TO THE DAY'S EVENTS. Haha better that these things happen to SPICE up the day manz. :P

Oh anyway, during work, met a dude who manages one of the external organizations that employs students from NUS FASS to do like internships/part time jobs to write up in their work experiences in the arts and social sciences. Yea, he did a masters in art business. HAHA damn interested sia so had a NICE CHAT with him after he bought his products and came back to collect it. Haha he was like 'if you go thr you'll prob see me manz, cos i do lectures and stuff thr' Haha i shun bian asked him how he decided on what course to take last time, cos like how do you KNOW you'r going the right path huh. Haha then he was like somehow you'll settle on your calling, just don't jump into anything solid, just bounce about and EXPERIMENT. haha he said he did architecture and the arts till he just found his calling, doing like arts business lo, like now he works with sotheby's and christie's, those big auction hosues. WAH say, sounds damn profitable sia, then he says he gets to travel all ard the world as part of his job. IMBA. Sounds good man...haha well it was interesting, and if anyone's interested in part time art work, i'll pass you his email add. Haha!

Sian, today one more day today at taka before off day on tue! Haha wheee can't wait to catch 'date night' tmr MANZZ. Though 'shutter island' and 'bounty hunter' sound good too!! Haha 'monga' wed with the weirdo after i end work. Haha yay!! I'll get to see the HOT mix-blood. Haha!! AND PAY IS COMING IN. Haha!! :DDDD CHEERS MANZZ, I HOPE THIS'LL BE A GREAT GREAT WEEK! :)

I'm looking for something that'll make my blood SING.