"Second star to the right and straight on 'til morning"

“I'd like to help you doctor
Yes I really really would
But the din in my head
It's too much and it's no good
I'm standing in a windy tunnel
Shouting through the roar
And I'd like to give the information
You're asking for."


"All you need is trust and a little bit of pixie dust"

Hannah Murphy ♥ / 2/5/1991 / Singapore
“One writes of scars healed, a loose parallel to the pathology of the skin, but there is no such thing in the life of an individual. There are open wounds, shrunk sometimes to the size of a pin-prick but wounds still. The marks of suffering are more comparable to the loss of a finger, or of the sight of an eye. We may not miss them, either, for one minute in a year, but if we should there is nothing to be done about it.” ― F. Scott Fitzgerald, Tender Is the Night

"Never say goodbye because goodbye means going away and going away means forgetting"

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"To love would be an awfully big adventure"

Sunday, May 23, 2010 || 9:49 PM

I did it, i finally dragged myself online, took a deep breath and all is over. Now to get on with life. :) I feel happy sorta liberated-ish eventhough i just closed the doors to a lot of dreams that flicker through your mind sometimes you know? Another decision that just shrank the playing field. Well like we were talking about today, maybe your predestinated life path leads you along i guess? Haha if it's true then pls i pray that it won't be a path with too much sorrow. haha i think whoever's reading it now's prob going like 'what? what the freak is she talking about?' haha aiya this post is rubbish.

I 'humiliated' myself big time, i feel different, about everything after what happened. Maybe on day i'd bring myself to talk about it. It's hell to not share this thing out (get understanding and shizz) and yet, ARGH thr's just this shrill voice screaming 'avoid avoid avoid' in my head. I need a crate load more booze for that. haha and even then, i'll still turn merlion and black out before the truth comes out. Loser dog-ish sia. :/ Haha whee anyway the current BIG change should be calling tmr and i plan to accept, maybe i'll love it? :D wheeeeeeeeeee. I do hope it all goes to plan. :) well i've said sufficient crap hahaha going to sleep now, i'm deprived. Haha CHEERS!!

Haha oh dear i hope that the world doesn't end in 2012, what a waste of time this all'd be then. Haha.

tell me goodbye - big bang