"Second star to the right and straight on 'til morning"

“I'd like to help you doctor
Yes I really really would
But the din in my head
It's too much and it's no good
I'm standing in a windy tunnel
Shouting through the roar
And I'd like to give the information
You're asking for."


"All you need is trust and a little bit of pixie dust"

Hannah Murphy ♥ / 2/5/1991 / Singapore
“One writes of scars healed, a loose parallel to the pathology of the skin, but there is no such thing in the life of an individual. There are open wounds, shrunk sometimes to the size of a pin-prick but wounds still. The marks of suffering are more comparable to the loss of a finger, or of the sight of an eye. We may not miss them, either, for one minute in a year, but if we should there is nothing to be done about it.” ― F. Scott Fitzgerald, Tender Is the Night

"Never say goodbye because goodbye means going away and going away means forgetting"

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"To love would be an awfully big adventure"

Sunday, July 18, 2010 || 9:26 PM

i love sleeping. Haha i realise everyday when i wake up, i feel regret for having woken up and having the rest of the day before me till i sleep again, and the whole day at work, i look forward to the time when i get to go home to sleep. And when i do get home, i feel this bubble of joy as i snuggle down in bed and it's raining outside. Yes, haha i love sleeping. :)
Today was a restful off day. Woke up at 2 plus, decided to camp at home. Haha didn't even go out to get lunch. Just camped in front of the tv and watched harry potter and fastnfurious while drinking cup after cup of tea. Ah....it was wonderful. :)
back to work tmr...think i'm used to the hum-drum of work now. And i've officially lost the feeling in my 4th toe on each foot from wearing the heels at work. My feet are just numb now. Like even now as i'm typing this, they're numb. F la. I'm scared of varicose veins sia. The girl at work who started 2 weeks before me showed me the veins she's developing. Wtf SHIT. I damn scared sia. Oh and i have about the same length of time before i quit.. So yea, paranoid. :O Haha anyway onto work again, i've started bartending now on top of serving!! WHEEEEEE! haha but it's stressful doing drinks during cocktail hour cos like loads of orders come in at once. And like you have to rmb the concotions and prep for each drink like martinis and like cocktails. Haha my fav to make is pina colada cos it's like damn easy to make and customers seem to like my version! IMBA sia, makes me damn happy when ppl order it or when ppl like the drink. :) Haha i think in terms of s'pore sling, susu must own me hands down. Next time we should try each others susu (if you're reading this)!! Oh anyway it's ironic that even though we're both working at shangri la, we hardly ever see each other. Haha. I miss all my friends, i wanna shop with weirdo vt, bl kx, ah lian and susu! And i miss wifey, kat kho and the council usuals too!!! I miss the sapphire gang! At random points of the day i miss certain ppl. Haha a whole long long list. SNIFF, i love you guys! HAHAHA. Gosh, at work i sometimes feel so...alone, cos like the ppl aren't exactly the type i'd really be super comfortable with. As in, talking and stuff is fine but they're...bitches, as i believe i mentioned in my last post. Haha! But it's still chilled. :) I mean what do you expect, i haven't known them for long, they don't owe me anything, and neither do i.

I realise that i really miss the ppl who matter to me. A recent tragic incident at work made me realise that it's so impt to let everyone know how much they mean to you. You never know whether you'll get another chance. I feel this sudden powerful urge to call up everyone who means something to me and whom i care about. Hahaha though it's near impossible and just plain lame. Well off to watch the magic show on ch 5 now! :) CHEERS!!

sad eyes.