"Second star to the right and straight on 'til morning"

“I'd like to help you doctor
Yes I really really would
But the din in my head
It's too much and it's no good
I'm standing in a windy tunnel
Shouting through the roar
And I'd like to give the information
You're asking for."



"All you need is trust and a little bit of pixie dust"

Hannah Murphy ♥ / 2/5/1991 / Singapore
“One writes of scars healed, a loose parallel to the pathology of the skin, but there is no such thing in the life of an individual. There are open wounds, shrunk sometimes to the size of a pin-prick but wounds still. The marks of suffering are more comparable to the loss of a finger, or of the sight of an eye. We may not miss them, either, for one minute in a year, but if we should there is nothing to be done about it.” ― F. Scott Fitzgerald, Tender Is the Night




"To love would be an awfully big adventure"

Wednesday, October 20, 2010 || 12:26 PM

Halfway through recess week and i haven't completed half the things i meant to do. Haha shizz. Ok today i will start on all 3 essays. YES. An aim which can be achieved if i stop laming around here at home - snacking and watching my korean drama. OH especially that acting essay, no more avoiding it pls HRM! Thank gosh all my quizzes are over, else i'd be dying now - smacking myself on the head and drowning my sorrows in chocolate. Haha.

OH my tian, this is so weird, my mum just told ben that if i had been born a boy, i would have been called JEREMY. Wwwwhhaatt?? Seriously...HAHA! They seriously didn't know what gender i was till i was born??! I'm stunned by them sia, what a...revelation! My family's too chilled man. Eeee and seriously but jeremy??! I don't have anything against the name but i think i'd have preferred like Dimitri or smth, hehe got mafia vibe!! This whole naming episode is exactly what is happening with the naming the puppy. We can't agree on a name! Ked and i want like zeus or odin or like beowulf (haha). But my mum only wants BRUCE. My dad is calling him anything from giant or jusco ( malaysian supermarket) to like mac, after my com. Ben's suggestions are just... lame. HAHA! Sigh the family's too chilled and indecisive, so the poor puppy has to be 'wu-ming' for now.

Another random thought but I can't believe 2010 is ending. Haha!!!! Gosh, it only hit me that christmas is just a month plus away when we were shopping for halloween deco yesterday, cos daiso was stocked with christmas deco, more than halloween deco(!!!). Haha oh my tian it's too fast. Why do i feel like the clock's ticking?!
Tiptoeing around the issue doesn't work, have to confront it and make headway now. Ahhh it's urgent, a side of me is shouting. So why do i keep putting it off? ARGH so frustrating sometimes. I need guidance, period. Sigh.
SO, off to do some work now, then it's lunch! CHEERS!! :)

words come easy,
when they're true.


gotta have GUTS! :D