"Second star to the right and straight on 'til morning"

“I'd like to help you doctor
Yes I really really would
But the din in my head
It's too much and it's no good
I'm standing in a windy tunnel
Shouting through the roar
And I'd like to give the information
You're asking for."



"All you need is trust and a little bit of pixie dust"

Hannah Murphy ♥ / 2/5/1991 / Singapore
“One writes of scars healed, a loose parallel to the pathology of the skin, but there is no such thing in the life of an individual. There are open wounds, shrunk sometimes to the size of a pin-prick but wounds still. The marks of suffering are more comparable to the loss of a finger, or of the sight of an eye. We may not miss them, either, for one minute in a year, but if we should there is nothing to be done about it.” ― F. Scott Fitzgerald, Tender Is the Night




"To love would be an awfully big adventure"

Friday, October 22, 2010 || 8:56 PM

my dad took one look at my hair, just after walking through the door after coming back from china, and burst out laughing. SIGH. GG this new hair colour SUCKS. Haha!!!! I'm resigned to the fact alr. Totally badass, i feel like shit, prob look like it too. Haha 'WASHED OUT/SICKLY' according to susu. Dammit. Major repair coming right up....Haha it was chilled while it lasted though, fun-ish getting screwed like this. yes.... sure. Haha! Aiya, i just need to CHILL. :/ my hair is ORANGE, but well, it's just a colour, just ORANGE. Haha this is getting amusing, i'm feeling better now... till i look in the mirror. HAHA!
Haha i felt damn weird today lo, cos of the hair, when i met the rest to go to the zoo... badass. Haha but you make your bed so you must LIE IN IT. Haha at least i couldn't see my hair as it was on my head. So yea... could pretend nothing was wrong... just chilled. But inwardly.....Haha!! URGH.
Anyway, was damn caught up with the KID - Aish. :) haha thr were some moments with him where i felt like i did with my puppy, (ie. full of love) cos he is very cute la. 'Awakening maternal instincts' as susu suddenly felt today. Haha, i don't mind kids, seriously i don't. It's just matter of circumstance -everything has to 'click'...somehow. Haha. Wheeee. Oh anyway my kid was damn ONzzz. Haha he's very active ah, but he's sweet. :) i think he'll be handsome when he grows up. :) haiii, i actually felt a pang of sadness saying goodbye to him, considering the short time we've known each other. Haha well, the zoo wasn't badass, we went to manhattan fish market for dinner after sending the kids back. Damn stuffed now. I WANT DESSERT!! :D having cravings for bubble tea and ice cream ( more of the ice cream now though, after seeing b&js today at the zoo)
Damn tired... haha, off to have tea then sleep. Then it's work and steamboat tmr!! :D
CHEERS!! :)


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