"To love would be an awfully big adventure"
Saturday, July 6, 2013 || 10:49 PM
Self indulgence. Plain and simple. Discipline begins now haha starting with not eating so much in Italy?!
It's like balloon sculpturing, you have a nice balloon sculpture but you can't be satisfied, just a tiny twerk and maybe it'll be even nicer but then *boom-pop* bye bye dream. You hold the fragments and you wonder wtf just happened. Then you have to think of a new one, to move on cos that's what you do in life. You imagine a new one, you begin on it, no longer like the old cos that's what you wanted to change in the first place wasn't it? The fragments still stay with you, a reminder of your endless grasping of that dream.
It's the dream that kills in the end doesn't it?