"To love would be an awfully big adventure"
Thursday, July 25, 2013 || 1:36 PM
So so tired. It's like living in a haze of rushing about - head spinning, heart pumping-ly fast~ Yet I guess it's a good thing to be distracted. Just that sometimes it feels like I'm watching a TV show of life rather than living it you know? It's just this weird reserved awkwardness/disconnect, almost couldn't handle talking with a customer seated at the bar during an epic 14-hour shift who kept wanting to know why i wasn't "open", felt the lump of tears threatening to spill. Conversation fail haha, too emotional. Glad that everything's fine I guess, can't complain, this mess has to work itself out sometime. To have some faith, trust and maybe some pixie dust too thanks~ haha -.-