"Second star to the right and straight on 'til morning"

“I'd like to help you doctor
Yes I really really would
But the din in my head
It's too much and it's no good
I'm standing in a windy tunnel
Shouting through the roar
And I'd like to give the information
You're asking for."



"All you need is trust and a little bit of pixie dust"

Hannah Murphy ♥ / 2/5/1991 / Singapore
“One writes of scars healed, a loose parallel to the pathology of the skin, but there is no such thing in the life of an individual. There are open wounds, shrunk sometimes to the size of a pin-prick but wounds still. The marks of suffering are more comparable to the loss of a finger, or of the sight of an eye. We may not miss them, either, for one minute in a year, but if we should there is nothing to be done about it.” ― F. Scott Fitzgerald, Tender Is the Night




"To love would be an awfully big adventure"

Wednesday, January 15, 2014 || 12:52 PM

i woke up today with the song "rudolph the red-nosed reindeer" inexplicably playing in my head. For some reason, it pisses me off. Haha. The whole song is somehow just sad. First it says how to be different is to be scorned upon, and how you should be sad cos you're different. And the only thing that can change things is when someone realises the value in your difference and your total worth i.e. santa saying how rudolph can guide the sleigh with his red nose. So all in all, the song suggests that you alone cannot see your worth; you are unworthy until someone comes along and deems that you are of value, that gives you a function in society and in doing so, gives you your person. Is this far from the truth? To an extent I think not, thats why I feel the song is just a sad hint at how things are. Maybe that's why though it's the song I sing the most at christmas (cos it's played to death in stores/shopping centres/tv/radio etc.) it feels kinda grating. There, finally got it off my chest *phew* #wordvomit